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I’ve been thinking to quit but I know for sure quitting just making it worse.

They say life is like riding a bicycle. In order to keep the balance you must keep moving. forward.

well, If it is, then I’m riding my bicycle right forward to a cliff. I’m kind of focusing on keeping the balance but I clearly don’t pay attention to where I’m going.

No need your pat on my shoulder I just need to get back on track. the right track, away from the cliff.

wish me luck? we both know it ain’t easy.

Having a crush on a smart humble guy is easy. It probably is the easiest thing to do. You don’t need to steal glances in a classroom just to watch his perfect hazel eyes, because you get the chance to even stare at him when he answers the lecture’s question which no one knows the answer is. You don’t even need to find excuses to talk to him. Just ask him question about things you barely know and he’ll explain it to you without him thinking you’re a weirdo for not knowing this thing. Listening to things he says is just a simple pleasure for you, because you get the chance to listen to his heavy voice. Looking him stare at his huge thick book just to know the answer of a problem is your happiness. He’s looking even more beautiful when he looked confused and messed up with his own curiosity.

Having a crush on a smart humble guy makes you want to be a better, smarter person. It positively forces you to understand his world, to make you read things beside magazines, tabloids even Thought Catalog. You want yourself to have a talk with him one day without being so manipulated and you wish you could share new things which will make him remember you. Because it’s you whose introduce him this new thing.

Having a crush on a smart humble guy makes you desperate, that you know you’ll never get his attention, because all women secretly have a crush on a smart humble guy. And in the end, you stuck on someone who is not so smart and love to brag about how happy his life is for being with you.